should i leave U or nt??

i duno should i leave u or nt?i scare i cn make u sad or anything...if i leave will u be hapi??i hope to see you hapi de...but i cn tell u...i stil love u very much...nw a days i dun wan to look at u so obviously coz its nt a good things to do that...@.@ so whn u dun even notice i will oli look at u...today i quite sad quite hapi...today whn line up go class zhi le use her buttock and bang me o~pain pain da zhi le...haha^^whn afta sckul my mum quite late and pick me up so me,natasha,jin wen went to 'gai gai' so natasha say WL going to find her so she want to go fokyer thr and look 4 WL...but whn me,natasha,jin wen walking to fokyer i was talking to natasha thn suddenly natasha say eh,look thr whn i look i saw XXX extually she want me to look at XXX...thn i saw him jor i also act nth coz i duno what am i gonna do i reli love him but he does nt care de...so went to fokyer kenny gf looking 4 natasha thn they chat so me and jin wen chat loo...so i told sha,go canteen or go outside company wait my mum loo thn she say cn...thn was walking outside saw XXX again he haven go back de...thn i told sha dun go out loo we sit at canteen thr laa...thn she dun wan o she perpously stand at the guard hse thr so no choice la follow her...saw XXX was waiting(duno hu he wait) thn i saw yee mun walk outside and he is ady gone thn nvm loo...but whn XXX at outside waiting for duno hu and i was talking to sha that time i was looking at XXX hehe^^hope dun let him knw i gap him laa...if nt paiseh da...haha^^

i hate every1

i hate every1 loo~every1 also dun wan choi me...they oli think i am toy whn they need me thn want me;when they dun need me they dun wan me...they will throw me away like rubbish....also no1 sayang me geh...i sms xxx also dun wan reply likee ignore me long time jor he treat me like that last time treat me so good now le?dun even k jor loo....why every1 need to do like this and hurt me?i gt feeling de le...i am nt dead da...T.T no1 even know what i want d...i oli wan some1 to LOVE me CARE me TREAT me GOOD....but all this thing no1 cn do it for me...today in church i learn lot of thing....its reli good....too my heart...no1 k de...no1 know i sad or nt hapi or nt de....NO1 k a....my heart crush joor...today i play with alex lee(church fren) super funny o...but my heart de problem reli very hard to solve it but my is hard they just cry thn enough but me i cry also no point solve also cant solve a...this world also NO1 reli wan choi me geh...every1 like ignore me...why am i in this world 4?no1 even k am i in this earth a nt..oli GOD k...i reli suffer a lot but no1 even k they just now to called me sapo dun cry laa no point geh...even i always used cry to relax myself is no use i cnt even relax myself but i suffer more....argh...@.@ what cn i do wor?what cn i do i oli cn hapi?y every dun choi me geh?xxx dun choi me...xxx bro dun choi me...lot of ppl dun choi me...i am what to thm?am i a rubbish to thm?reli no1 k me geh~~~i talk what also no point laa....fine la....my life is so difficult de la...sure i wun have a happy life...T.T

no mood jor laa~

i duno y la nw a days i like to tink too much...lot of my fren say...:sapo,dun tink too much la' maybe i reli tink too much or maybe its true...i reli suffer a lot on xxx but he did nt even knw some ppl tell me to tell him I LOVE HIM u tinnk i dun wan say a...i wanted to but i scare later i reli tell him he wun be fren with me anymore...T.T i very fan a....y ppl cn pak tor till so happy wor??they gt ppl sayang but i dun have...T.T i reli LOVE xxx so much but my fren like play with his bro xxx and i knw that my fren same time PJK with him but i am diffrent from it they call me say HI to him i wanted to but his have a gang of fren thr i also dun dare la...he knw i gt fever but he dosent even k me..just look at me cough...no caring...i feell no warm no LOVE i feel so difficult in this life....i reli love him so much but he does not k he does not knw....i dun knw wat cn i do nw...i feel like i am nothing to him....i wanted to forget about him but i cnt...i see him i reli wanted to go infront of him and hug him...but this thing wont be happen....CAUSE IKNOW THAT ME CINDY WILL NOT HAVE TRUE LOVE I WONT BE WITH HIM DE~CAUSE 1ST:HEIGHT PROBLEM 2ND:ME AND XXX ALSO NOT THAT CLOSE 3RD:HE DOES NOT K ME I DUN EVEN KNW WHAT CN I DO ALREADY although i suffered a lot but i tink is worth it...dun wori la....i wun choi him at least 1 month a.....

love a person reli difficult d~T.T(to all the girls)(tze)

i knw all my ji mui also sick of LOVE but i knw that alomost all the people also sick of LOVE some people also stupid go and kill themself...what i think is like this...coz if u like a guy the guy treat u so cool u though the guy think u r fan or anything but actually they did nt hurt you...although they had hurt you just forget about it and find other d....u must find your TRUE LOVE onli you feel that u r ok...yes girl "zhu dong' will hurt thmself...sometime guy very stupid de...love a girl but act NOOB NOOB...=.=to ALL GIRLS:FIND YOUR TRUE LOVE SO THAT U WONT GET HURT BUT NOT SIMPLY FIND A GIRL AND FINE~~WAIT TILL YOUR DREAM BOY COME OUT ONLI PAK TOR...DONT JUST SEE HANDSOME BOY AND ''KAU''THEM gambateh a all the girl..some guy bluf d play ppl feeling d(HATE THOSE GUYS ARE LIKE THAT)tze:i dun wan see u sad again coz of xxx...u stil have your gang of ji mui and me what u scare wor no guy wont die geh~~~i always love you tze...muackx.....haix...to me le...love xxx reli difficult i must ignore him act i cnt see him...whn he look at me i act duno but actually i wanted to look at him but i dont want later sure he will tell all his fren gt ppl kau him la...so i dun wan whn he online i so hapi we gt many tings say d...hehe^^love a guy cnt put too much love on hm coz later whn he hurt you,you are the one who suffered...dun be silly anymore girl....

half sad half hapi day

yeah~vincent gor online and chat with me a lot~and xxx chat with me o so hapi...he some more say me prettie yeah~whn he eat reli so cute...feel like see summore...sad is i feel so down o suddenly without any reason haix...darling tze...dun sad aymore la those ppl nt worth it to be sad...juz be hapi u stil have ur gang of ji mui and me wor...scare what jek?do his kai mui la beta thn nth...try ba...gambateh!~~...~...ching...dun sad anymore la do wat u like i will support u~dun k wat ppl tink about u or wat ppl say do wat is rite!!!jia you

u leave me alone here~

today i cry in the class coz of two ppl 1 is U(xxx),another is gor(vincent tan)gor is leaving tonitez at 10 o clock flight i knw that i gonna miss him...but i knw that he will be back...another 1 is U...dont talk thn dont talk lo...i sms u also dun wan choi me d la...i see you like so kind u also duno y u dun wan reply me thn fine lo...=.=i dont even know what u want...i very confused la...plz tell me what u want...i reli miss hw u treat me last time...we been through a sweet memory..^^i will remember every single ting happen between me and U(xxx)but although hw i miss it u dont even k about it u oli ignore it....fine if u dun choi me...as long that i have my fren^^

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