no mood jor laa~

i duno y la nw a days i like to tink too much...lot of my fren say...:sapo,dun tink too much la' maybe i reli tink too much or maybe its true...i reli suffer a lot on xxx but he did nt even knw some ppl tell me to tell him I LOVE HIM u tinnk i dun wan say a...i wanted to but i scare later i reli tell him he wun be fren with me anymore...T.T i very fan a....y ppl cn pak tor till so happy wor??they gt ppl sayang but i dun have...T.T i reli LOVE xxx so much but my fren like play with his bro xxx and i knw that my fren same time PJK with him but i am diffrent from it they call me say HI to him i wanted to but his have a gang of fren thr i also dun dare la...he knw i gt fever but he dosent even k me..just look at me cough...no caring...i feell no warm no LOVE i feel so difficult in this life....i reli love him so much but he does not k he does not knw....i dun knw wat cn i do nw...i feel like i am nothing to him....i wanted to forget about him but i cnt...i see him i reli wanted to go infront of him and hug him...but this thing wont be happen....CAUSE IKNOW THAT ME CINDY WILL NOT HAVE TRUE LOVE I WONT BE WITH HIM DE~CAUSE 1ST:HEIGHT PROBLEM 2ND:ME AND XXX ALSO NOT THAT CLOSE 3RD:HE DOES NOT K ME I DUN EVEN KNW WHAT CN I DO ALREADY although i suffered a lot but i tink is worth it...dun wori la....i wun choi him at least 1 month a.....