the most no mood day

haix...u sms me juz 1 msg then i reply n sms u a lot but u dun choi me...u did nt even k about me...i am very sad in front of my family i need to act nothing...cause my mum had a hand operation....i dun wan her to worry....yeah~~my exam finally improve...i get 24 in my class is beta then last time so i nit to kambateh to make good result...i am sad that he nvr reply me n k me....sometime u make me angry but i will stil love you...and at here i really want to wish jun ping treat kwan ching good...cause kwan ching is my ji mui...the most best n good d ji mui~~i wish jun ping dun play but love her more....i hapo kwan ching get the happiness from her lover...kwan ching sure very happy if jun ping treat her good...kambateh^^but sure i wun get hapiness from him....

today i very sad a~~my friends know already

sorry...gan tze i did not mean dont let u know i know them d...not i perpous d lo~~cause i know that if u know that i know them u will be very angry me...that y i suggest dont want to tell u...i am sori~~but dont scold me can ma?i did not mean to...i juz wanna be friends with them...can u forgive me?i am reli sad whn i know thst u angry i also dont know hw to tell u..i scare whn i talk to u,u will scold me...cause i know that kwan wei,shi nie,zhi le also will help u d...i tmr hw wor?i am reli sori la....dont angry la!!dont angry jor la...plz...sori sori sori....T.T i am scare and sad whn u know that this ting happen....sori sori sori sori sori sori sori...................T.T today i receive a flower from fong chan yip but i know that this flower he wont give me d...actually is heow sze how give d ma...

my heart pain until i want to die...

today was sunday i should be going church but i did nt..cause i cnt slp the whole night i was turning here n there cause i was thinking of him...when suddenly i think i feel asleep...when i wake up is already is already 11a.m. my heart pain again...none stop i try stop it but i cnt my heart is already hurt but i feel that some1 put salt in my wound...he hurt me a lot...when i watch romantic movie my tears has drop down...i think he hurt me a lot...this morning when i wake up i sms him i tell him sorry if i did anything that he dont like or i make him angry but until nw he did nt reply me...maybe his hp no more credit i reli duno~~when i think of him and tomorrow my heart start to pain again...i duno what should i do when i see him tomorrow?i always think that i company him in the canteen...i guess the wrong people jor....it was so funny...bbut nw the day has pass...the new day of me start to heart pain...every1 say that he maybe like me..i was thinking that also but i duno the real answer~~i feel like telling him...ei...i love you i really wanna tell him but i dont dare...i scare he is playing...~~~i love you...if 1 day u did not reply me or talk to me my heart will stil pain until u have talk to me or reply me...heart pain d me reali stupid...~~

Carnival Day~~~

today is the most happy day in 2009~~couse i know that someone will company me in my carnival day...he call me to go and find him...but when i found him he did look at me but he never say anything to me...i never say anything to him also cause i dont dare and he got a lot of friend futhermore,i know that he keep on look at me i also got look at him...but we never talk the whole day...sometime we just pass by but we dont dare to look each other...i am scare~~but to me he got look at me is already very happy^^but when i found him and keep on follow him he still never company me...it seem that i company him more~~today,the whole day he did nt company n talk to me...and i feel that he is ecaping me...he make me feel scare~~yes...he make me love him more but last few days he really make me very happy...i which my day will be like last time we sms each other and so happy...but today he make me emo the whole day~~i sms him he did nt reply me but i will still love him...i love you