Friday, July 31, 2009

no mood jor laa~

i duno y la nw a days i like to tink too much...lot of my fren say...:sapo,dun tink too much la' maybe i reli tink too much or maybe its true...i reli suffer a lot on xxx but he did nt even knw some ppl tell me to tell him I LOVE HIM u tinnk i dun wan say a...i wanted to but i scare later i reli tell him he wun be fren with me anymore...T.T i very fan a....y ppl cn pak tor till so happy wor??they gt ppl sayang but i dun have...T.T i reli LOVE xxx so much but my fren like play with his bro xxx and i knw that my fren same time PJK with him but i am diffrent from it they call me say HI to him i wanted to but his have a gang of fren thr i also dun dare la...he knw i gt fever but he dosent even k me..just look at me cough...no caring...i feell no warm no LOVE i feel so difficult in this life....i reli love him so much but he does not k he does not knw....i dun knw wat cn i do nw...i feel like i am nothing to him....i wanted to forget about him but i cnt...i see him i reli wanted to go infront of him and hug him...but this thing wont be happen....CAUSE IKNOW THAT ME CINDY WILL NOT HAVE TRUE LOVE I WONT BE WITH HIM DE~CAUSE 1ST:HEIGHT PROBLEM 2ND:ME AND XXX ALSO NOT THAT CLOSE 3RD:HE DOES NOT K ME I DUN EVEN KNW WHAT CN I DO ALREADY although i suffered a lot but i tink is worth it...dun wori la....i wun choi him at least 1 month a.....

Sunday, July 26, 2009

love a person reli difficult d~T.T(to all the girls)(tze)

i knw all my ji mui also sick of LOVE but i knw that alomost all the people also sick of LOVE some people also stupid go and kill themself...what i think is like this...coz if u like a guy the guy treat u so cool u though the guy think u r fan or anything but actually they did nt hurt you...although they had hurt you just forget about it and find other d....u must find your TRUE LOVE onli you feel that u r ok...yes girl "zhu dong' will hurt thmself...sometime guy very stupid de...love a girl but act NOOB NOOB...=.=to ALL GIRLS:FIND YOUR TRUE LOVE SO THAT U WONT GET HURT BUT NOT SIMPLY FIND A GIRL AND FINE~~WAIT TILL YOUR DREAM BOY COME OUT ONLI PAK TOR...DONT JUST SEE HANDSOME BOY AND ''KAU''THEM gambateh a all the girl..some guy bluf d play ppl feeling d(HATE THOSE GUYS ARE LIKE THAT)tze:i dun wan see u sad again coz of xxx...u stil have your gang of ji mui and me what u scare wor no guy wont die geh~~~i always love you tze...muackx.....haix...to me le...love xxx reli difficult i must ignore him act i cnt see him...whn he look at me i act duno but actually i wanted to look at him but i dont want later sure he will tell all his fren gt ppl kau him la...so i dun wan whn he online i so hapi we gt many tings say d...hehe^^love a guy cnt put too much love on hm coz later whn he hurt you,you are the one who suffered...dun be silly anymore girl....

Saturday, July 25, 2009

half sad half hapi day

yeah~vincent gor online and chat with me a lot~and xxx chat with me o so hapi...he some more say me prettie yeah~whn he eat reli so cute...feel like see summore...sad is i feel so down o suddenly without any reason haix...darling tze...dun sad aymore la those ppl nt worth it to be sad...juz be hapi u stil have ur gang of ji mui and me wor...scare what jek?do his kai mui la beta thn nth...try ba...gambateh!~~...~...ching...dun sad anymore la do wat u like i will support u~dun k wat ppl tink about u or wat ppl say do wat is rite!!!jia you

Friday, July 24, 2009

u leave me alone here~

today i cry in the class coz of two ppl 1 is U(xxx),another is gor(vincent tan)gor is leaving tonitez at 10 o clock flight i knw that i gonna miss him...but i knw that he will be back...another 1 is U...dont talk thn dont talk lo...i sms u also dun wan choi me d la...i see you like so kind u also duno y u dun wan reply me thn fine lo...=.=i dont even know what u want...i very confused la...plz tell me what u want...i reli miss hw u treat me last time...we been through a sweet memory..^^i will remember every single ting happen between me and U(xxx)but although hw i miss it u dont even k about it u oli ignore it....fine if u dun choi me...as long that i have my fren^^

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

给别人知道你秘密的感受

为什么你要知道我秘密噢?你当我是什么?你可以随便看我东西吗?我也有私人空间的你连我一点点的私人空间都不给~好过分噢~有时,真的好讨厌的~你还一直问我有男朋友噢我都说我没有但你一直逼我讲我有好难相处~令我难过及了。。。你根本就不相信我,我讲什么都,没用啦~随便你讲什么啦讲你也不信~算了吧!