i hate every1

i hate every1 loo~every1 also dun wan choi me...they oli think i am toy whn they need me thn want me;when they dun need me they dun wan me...they will throw me away like rubbish....also no1 sayang me geh...i sms xxx also dun wan reply likee ignore me long time jor he treat me like that last time treat me so good now le?dun even k jor loo....why every1 need to do like this and hurt me?i gt feeling de le...i am nt dead da...T.T no1 even know what i want d...i oli wan some1 to LOVE me CARE me TREAT me GOOD....but all this thing no1 cn do it for me...today in church i learn lot of thing....its reli good....too my heart...no1 k de...no1 know i sad or nt hapi or nt de....NO1 k a....my heart crush joor...today i play with alex lee(church fren) super funny o...but my heart de problem reli very hard to solve it but my is hard they just cry thn enough but me i cry also no point solve also cant solve a...this world also NO1 reli wan choi me geh...every1 like ignore me...why am i in this world 4?no1 even k am i in this earth a nt..oli GOD k...i reli suffer a lot but no1 even k they just now to called me sapo dun cry laa no point geh...even i always used cry to relax myself is no use i cnt even relax myself but i suffer more....argh...@.@ what cn i do wor?what cn i do i oli cn hapi?y every dun choi me geh?xxx dun choi me...xxx bro dun choi me...lot of ppl dun choi me...i am what to thm?am i a rubbish to thm?reli no1 k me geh~~~i talk what also no point laa....fine la....my life is so difficult de la...sure i wun have a happy life...T.T