should i leave U or nt??

i duno should i leave u or nt?i scare i cn make u sad or anything...if i leave will u be hapi??i hope to see you hapi de...but i cn tell u...i stil love u very much...nw a days i dun wan to look at u so obviously coz its nt a good things to do that...@.@ so whn u dun even notice i will oli look at u...today i quite sad quite hapi...today whn line up go class zhi le use her buttock and bang me o~pain pain da zhi le...haha^^whn afta sckul my mum quite late and pick me up so me,natasha,jin wen went to 'gai gai' so natasha say WL going to find her so she want to go fokyer thr and look 4 WL...but whn me,natasha,jin wen walking to fokyer i was talking to natasha thn suddenly natasha say eh,look thr whn i look i saw XXX extually she want me to look at XXX...thn i saw him jor i also act nth coz i duno what am i gonna do i reli love him but he does nt care de...so went to fokyer kenny gf looking 4 natasha thn they chat so me and jin wen chat loo...so i told sha,go canteen or go outside company wait my mum loo thn she say cn...thn was walking outside saw XXX again he haven go back de...thn i told sha dun go out loo we sit at canteen thr laa...thn she dun wan o she perpously stand at the guard hse thr so no choice la follow her...saw XXX was waiting(duno hu he wait) thn i saw yee mun walk outside and he is ady gone thn nvm loo...but whn XXX at outside waiting for duno hu and i was talking to sha that time i was looking at XXX hehe^^hope dun let him knw i gap him laa...if nt paiseh da...haha^^