my heart pain until i want to die...

today was sunday i should be going church but i did nt..cause i cnt slp the whole night i was turning here n there cause i was thinking of him...when suddenly i think i feel asleep...when i wake up is already is already 11a.m. my heart pain again...none stop i try stop it but i cnt my heart is already hurt but i feel that some1 put salt in my wound...he hurt me a lot...when i watch romantic movie my tears has drop down...i think he hurt me a lot...this morning when i wake up i sms him i tell him sorry if i did anything that he dont like or i make him angry but until nw he did nt reply me...maybe his hp no more credit i reli duno~~when i think of him and tomorrow my heart start to pain again...i duno what should i do when i see him tomorrow?i always think that i company him in the canteen...i guess the wrong people jor....it was so funny...bbut nw the day has pass...the new day of me start to heart pain...every1 say that he maybe like me..i was thinking that also but i duno the real answer~~i feel like telling him...ei...i love you i really wanna tell him but i dont dare...i scare he is playing...~~~i love you...if 1 day u did not reply me or talk to me my heart will stil pain until u have talk to me or reply me...heart pain d me reali stupid...~~