Carnival Day~~~

today is the most happy day in 2009~~couse i know that someone will company me in my carnival day...he call me to go and find him...but when i found him he did look at me but he never say anything to me...i never say anything to him also cause i dont dare and he got a lot of friend futhermore,i know that he keep on look at me i also got look at him...but we never talk the whole day...sometime we just pass by but we dont dare to look each other...i am scare~~but to me he got look at me is already very happy^^but when i found him and keep on follow him he still never company me...it seem that i company him more~~today,the whole day he did nt company n talk to me...and i feel that he is ecaping me...he make me feel scare~~yes...he make me love him more but last few days he really make me very happy...i which my day will be like last time we sms each other and so happy...but today he make me emo the whole day~~i sms him he did nt reply me but i will still love him...i love you