SPM time~

oh...his spm come ady dun knw hw he feel le??so miss him le haix dun knw he knw a nt le.... hope he knw hw to answer the question la but i will stil pray 4 him...^^ OMG!!!!he tell me he vomit le so damn wori him lo but he go slp ady maybe he tmr will sms me la haix...my mum went in to hospital and he vomit so worry dont knw hw is him nw.... nw SPM lo summore sick make ppl wori oli jek...hope he will get well soon la...=p i dun him to have any problem lo....T.T get well soon le... maybe tmr oli find him ba....=) i must stannd strong to take care of them... jia you oh jin wen is a good news that u like him.... faster accept him ba^^

my life nothing without him..=(

i dont even knw he gt lyk me or nt....but he treat me quite nice also lo...he care me sum time 2 but i dun even knw that he wanted me or nt he scare whn i be with him he will take advantages frm me but i think if u love some1 no matter what bad thing abt him u also ok de...i dun k about his bad thing if he wn to take advantages take la...but he dun wn me to be regret....i dun knw la nw my mind is juz wn to be wif him and that all....=) but i dun knw he wn or nt...hope he will coz i reli love him so much that i cnt stop myself he worth my life 2...but nw he ady graduate he wun be in KEPONG BARU anymore...sometime he make me reli vry hapi...^^ i hope that he wun forget me and always remember me....i reli hope he will accept me...i hope he reli chg 4 his bas things la but i dun reli k....cause i love de is his heart nt his attitude....the most romantic day on earth is i be wif him whn raining day thx...^^but i wun tell...hehe^^ i wun forget about that day de...^^ hope his SPM will get good reult may the lord bless you(the love i love) hehe^^gambateh...love you muackx~heheehehehehehe^^will nvr chg my heart.....*i love you forever...*

CAN U PLZ STOP THAT!!!!????

i have enough already frm u...ya last time i did knw hw much u love me..but nw no point although i knw i alo dun wn to knw....cause i am ady OUT OF IT....i dun wn to be in this conversation anymur..i dun wn to knw hw much u love me...u r making me MAD.....HATE you...ya god reach me to forgive and forget and i try to but i cnt..whn i see ur msg i dun feel like reading juz feel like deleting...cause ur msg is ANNOYING....last time u say i am kinda noisy so what about you???u very good nw is it??u say my family giving u trouble??FINE....if u wn to love sum1 u also muz love her family 1st ut u did nt....u have a evil side i try to chg u but is u r the 1 hu dosent wn to chg for this sun service i will nt sit with u..hu k about it??u mad u crying or wateva is ur fault u no nit to tell me anything...trying to cheer me up??ITS TOO LATE....everything is over nw..ya last time i did have a feeling toward u but nw i cn tell u seriously is NO...i reply bck ur msg juz dun wn to make thing worst....dun think that i am giving u another chance....i am giving face to esther oli...nt u...and stop calling me dydy only my best fren or any1 cn call me dydy but except u...so juz stop it will u??u ady very annoying....i will nvr give u any chance again its final....so i hope u will stop sms me...ARGH!!!!

you say all lo...i no nit say anything jor....=X

i tell u the truth and u think i am explaining to you....i did not wan to explain d lo...i am juz telling you and u think i wat??whn u kao mei duno wat u think d lo...whn u angry i duno so i put hahax la...thn i feel u so weird oli i knw u angry...u think i GOD meh??i knw everything??if i knw arhx i ady knw my future husband is hu laa...=X u making me mad at u oli lo..i wn to be fren wif u oli i find bck u if nt i choi u also siao laa...my digi is 4 those hu use digi de and my maxis de is use 4 those hu maxis ma..thn my digi no$ also wan sms ppl d ma...so i mai use maxis to sms ppl la and u think i dun wn reply u??u say everything lo..what i say u also say excuse d laa...ARGH!!!!if nt u fren also dun wn to do ma??i am reli mad whn u sy me say the thing is excuse lo....=X fine laa...is kinda my wrong also...ISH....

no mood jor lo=(

生日快樂我的寶貝根慈~原來你的生日是那么的快樂而我生日就一直給人做弄和欺負!真可憐... 最 近 发 生 好 多 事 情... 令 我 都 没 有 什 么 心 情 了... 我 知 道 有 一 个 人 很 关 心 我... 我 想 在 这 里 和 他 说 谢 谢 噢! 我 又 跟 同 一 个 人 吵 架 叻! 又 是 我 教 堂 的 一 个 无 聊 的 朋 友... 明 明 那 个 男 的 是 我 教 堂 最 帅 的 帅 哥... 我 跟 那 帅 哥 是 好 朋 友 叻~ 现 在 我 那 帅 哥 为 了 我 一 个 无 聊 又 讨 厌 的 朋 友 害 到 现 在 我 那 帅 哥 不 理 我 了... 害 人 精 的 朋 友 害 到 我 最 帅 的 朋 友 都 不 要 理 我... 看 到 我 又 扮 看 不 到 连 说 声 嗨 都 没 有 叻~ 死 害 人 精... 你 开 心 啦? 你 知 道 你 很 令 人 讨 厌 的 吗? 我 每 次 和 你 吵 架 都 是 你 赢 的... 就 是 你 错 我 都 要 说 对 不 起 叻 你 赢 完 啦... 真 令 人 讨 厌... 你 小 过 我 的 就 要 有 礼 貌... 你 跟 本 一 点 礼 貌 都 没 有... 不 怪 得 那 么 多 人 叫 我 不 要 和 你 做 朋 友.... 我 感 觉 上 想 和 你 绝 交... 但 我 应 不 应 该 这 样 做 呢?? 现 在 我 跟 你 吵 架 我 就 给 别 人 骂... 你 就 做 那 些 生 气 的 样 子 让 别 人 来 关 心 你 弄 你 开 心... 你 每 次 都 跟 别 人 讲 我 错 的 啦!! 在 你 眼 中 我 有 什 么 是 对 的? 之 前 你 又 那 么 的 讨 厌 我 那 个 帅 哥 现 在 又 对 我 的 帅 哥 那 么 好 很 明 显 你 是 爱 上 了 我 那 个 帅 哥 啦... 我 问 你... 你 是 不 是 喜 欢 上 他...?? 你 回 答 我 没 有 就 没 有 啦! 哇... 回 答 人 的 时 候 都 没 礼 貌... 讨 厌 死 人... 我 应 不 应 该 离 开 那 教 堂 啊? 现 在 我 在choir 里 都 不 知 道 要 不 要 离 开 叻! 我 想 离 开 但 可 以 吗? 跟 这 些 无 聊 害 人 的 人 做 朋 友 有 一 天 我 真 的 会 死 叻~ 辛 苦 叻~ 烦 恼 多 到 死... 我 又 有 一 个 干 哥 又 是 那 害 人 精 的 干 哥.... 我 应 该 要 离 开 那 干 哥 吗?? 我 为 了 这 件 事 哭 好 多 次 了 啦~ 我 不 想 再 为 了 这 件 哭 了... 为 了 害 人 精 哭 真 苯 叻~....

about my birthday 5-9-2009

haix...on my birthday that day gt camp fire...so i woke up and went to tuition with my 2 dear again wei and ching...xD afta that staright away go hme and eat rice 4 like 15 minit nvr atop also le..i am rushing jor cause gt the youth choir video...so i eat finish faster go church by the way the camp fire is in thr FRIM every1 wear so simple except me i wear until like go wedding ppl kip asking me''u going FRIM like that a??''and i say ya cause later i gt party...(my birthday party at tenji sushi buffet) so i went thr i feel like every1 ignore i though my birthday should be every1 talkig to me and wish me cheh!!!oli 2 ppl wish me oli...thn every1 ignore me pula...i was so sad and i dun even have 1 present T.T even that the 6 sep the girl get the present but i dont have...owh and i feel so sad so i went to jamie car all girl i also dont know geh so i did nt talk to thm but jamie introduce me to thm so those girl talk talk talk and i smsing tze all the way...so reach FRIM waaaa....gt GAME to play need to run up and down the hill i have no more gas jor stil nit to run cause nit to get prize man...haha..our team name''KAPAL SINK''cool....so i play a lot of game is very tired...and every1 is ignore me again....but i know 1 neew girl jor haha but nt that close afta the game she also go find her fren so thx 4 jasmine lend me her clothes coz is reli sweat a lot...thn gt ppl prepare BBQ DINNER 4 us...thn i be sitting alone sms with tze also and i looking at my leng zai guy and the guy is looking at me so handsome man OMG!!!...thn i saw my leng zai church guy smsing bt he sit quite near me laa thn i was thinking hu he sms a...that time i was typeing the msg 4 tze thn i saw my ph gt msg i was thinking is it him...OMG!!is reli him i was so hapi....thn he ask me y u antisocial??thn i mai say lo also no1 talk to me and every1 like ignore me...thn suddenly he stand up cheh tough he wanna sit beside me and talk to me but he did nt he go find jamie and he standing up and talk to me''y u dun wn find donald''i say dun wn laa coz paiseh and he bz..thn jasmine come so the leng zai walk away ady so sad T.T thn i go eat TENJI the food was awesome....^^ thn i sms my leng zai today my bday u nvr wish me o...thn he reply sorry lo...happy bday whn the camp fire show start a girl automatic sit wif him i so jealous ARGH!!!stupid girl...yeah...^^

my lao po cute cute owhx^^

haha^^today i saw my lao po tie her hair le...so cute^^like 1 of my teddy bear...but she nw a day seldom choi me jor sad sei....T.T my lao po i love you very much...but you always see me also no responce geh..sad sei...haha..my lao po scold shan in front of him she so sad haha xD...but its ok de ma...i knw that every1 has scold b4 geh...no nit sad geh lao po...xD...no matter hw u look like i also love you geh....hah today tuition with my 2 dear dear 1 is ching and another is wei....i bring sweet go waaa....they eat finish owhx...especially my wei...eat so much later her teeth also no more lo...hahahahaha xD...but me also gt eat la...haha xD....haix..today spot check hair waaa...nearly kena catch but always i b4 i come in the pengawas also say cindy ur hair thn she write my name sad sei...haix..always write also duno my marks hw wor..recess let that pengawas write my name again...ARGH!!!the socks also nearly kena but did nt....haha xD...and recess time as usual lo see him again..haha xD